我遇上不如意嘅事情就會情緒低落
表現是找個地方自閉 狗仔試地捲縮起身體
這次我在一房裏的沙發上
我先生來到我後面 用三個動作 把我抱在他的懷抱
一、雙臂從我兩肩下把我上身剷起往上移動近乎90度
二、再提升我上身使我的臀部座落在他腿與盤骨圍成的圈內
三、一臂彎伸入我兩膝內則之下，一手臂圍著我腰，把我整個人從背向他的方位轉動到我的則身貼近他的胸膛
（我的表達能力有限，說不明靠讀者自己腦補）
這時，我的兩手還像一個在哭的小女孩掩著雙眼
我們的對話大概如下、、、
他溫柔地對我說：「Would you please remove your hands so I can see your crying face?」
我慢慢地把手放下，嘟著嘴說：「我做了 retrospective 以後遇上硬銷的侍應生 我要告訴他 "Let me think about it. I am not ready to order food yet."」
我先生：“That is a good idea. You can review with everyone on the table to check if it is too many food and cut down some order.”
我：“I am so scare of being the one take charge of ordering food again. I am afraid that I am not able to implement my idea. I am afraid of interacting with people.”
我先生：“This is call social anxiety. It is normal for people have social anxiety. May be next time when you thinking about protecting me would help you execute your idea.”
我：“You are so good to me. Here I am hurting you and yet you still have this patience to teach me. ”
我先生：“it is because I love you.”
還kissed me.
Love is when the other person’s happiness is more important than your own ~ H. Jackson Brown
我一向要顧得掂專心學習搵錢保住飯碗養家糊口，就顧唔掂 學習 社交呢方面。有時覺得「自閉症」呢個中文名形容得我好貼切。處理唔來，唯有以 自閉 來處之。 
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